Fool of Love but full of hope

When it comes to love and situtations of such. Many of us women can be a fool. If you aint a fool of love you a fool of something. i been with someone for a long time and i realized...IMA DAMN fool. buts its okay, because i truely loved him. When you truely love someone you have to let your gaurd down and imbrace them. On this windy night i lay next to him an think...DAMN HE IS SO FINE, but he do some ugly shit. not saying that he isnt a beautiful person because he truely is. BUT WHY some people just dont know how to love someone. You dont know how they weree rasied, some people just dont know no better. i'll give them, him, or who ever that first strike. But after you explain to them your needs and want as well as listen to theirs, there isnt an excuse. i dont know about you, so i am going to talk about myself, when i really love someone i really want things to work. I admit i have been one to push my needs out the way for others , no just limited to my relationships (with my boyfriend) but as well as with friends, family and peers. My Aunt Ikie, God rest her soul, always to me that i had a big heart and full of love and many people agree. But sometimes i wish i didnt. people call me almost everyday to find solutions to their problems or bail them out of their responsiblites and forget i have my own. DAMN IT I HAVE MY OWN!. This year is my year, me and my sons. we dont got time for that, uh uh no we dont. I am trying to suceed and grow, live and breath, provide my son as well as my self with a suitable life style and beyond. to other young women and young mothers out there, i encourage you to do the same. Being a african american/ hispanic/latino/young mother the world looks for us to fail. If we all get our mind correct we can make it. No one is going to pave the road for us. The probably gunna make it harder.